why??? where's my luck??

mY 1st prize gone down to e drain. . . . . . mY freN hp no i alwaes buy, alwaes dun open. . . .today 1st PRIZE!! great. . . tat day fri i still ask him ,when u gonna let me win?? sigh, . . . dis jus fer awhile feeling , . . .jus feel arrrrrrrrgh wasted;( i still say if hav xtra cash i able to join e dance class for sure. . . .sigh!! Took a taxi hm after work...work will 9p.m!! shack fxxx ,. . . yet e taxi uncle goooooooo longer distance!! my mood down, $$$ fly in air. . . . he still still go long way fare higher... then i said him off, he told me all driver go that long why. . . .i say hello, e one seating behind u also a driver but he don go dis long way , . . . damn it. . . . arrrrrrgh . . . .i jus need a bath at hm, drive fast. . . so he say gif me discount?? but over all is a claim fare. . . so dun bother!!