26/09/13 Nightmare of Joseph's Life

A nightmare for me this year in 2013 26/09/13 - 29/09/13 ... I was working in the morning, halfway working the pain attacked me! I was enduring because I thought is just a normal stomach pain. My friend told me to go to hospital for a check up whether is it appendix? I was half hearted because I want to avoid operation stage, my team leader also adviced me to go to hospital.. 

I went blood test and the doctor said wasn't appendix, she ask me whether I want go for x-ray to check what wrong? When the doctor pressed and let go on my stomach, the impact was super painful! In the I went for an x-ray and 100% it is appendix? What duh.. CGH where is your standard?I waited almost 11hrs then got warded and a bed for me, before all was fully occupied??

Around 11:45 the nurse came in and tell me to change to operation outfit and prepare to go for operation!! I was scared, worried, panicked, nervous all kinda of negative feelings.. 2hrs plus inside opp room, when I'm out my face looked so paled which is shown here the first picture. My mother and Jaan waited me outside while I'm inside having my appendix operation.

The feeling when you in hospital and you feel no one beside you... You really feeling depressed and upset! When I woke up wanted to pee and I realized my bed got shit!!? That moment I really felt so useless and I can't go toilet my own which makes me feels more worse! Then I know a friend can only be with you certain limit, they can't be beyond that unless he/she is your lover. I gonna agree with one of my friend theory, friend is friend they are not your family. After these happened I know who are really cares and who are not though it was just a appendix operation..  

I really want Thank you those friends which come visited me and accompany me... I love my mom which there for me and YOU that accompany me all the nights..